निराशा

जीवनमा पलाएका ती नौलो आशाहरू,
पूरा हुन नपाई बिलाई सकेछ ।
याँहा को छर आफनो भनेर बोलाउ,
आफनो भनने सबै पराई भई सकेछ ।
हृदयमा फुलेका ती परितका फुल,
तिमरो माया नपाई आोईलि दिएछ ।
फकरिन लागेको आशाको दियो पनि
निराशाको भावमा खाग बनी खरानी भएछ ।।

Since, I don't have any past experience with theatre, I want to recall one of my favorite pastime. I will take you to my childhood when I was in my village in Nepal.

In our corn field, my grandfather used to plough the land with oxes. I used to be fascinated by watching him and had great desire to plough the land. However, the oxes were too big for me to control. I wouldn't be able to even raise and move the plough that my granny...

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