Asksionov thought of killing himself because he remembered all those harsh situations that he had faced in his life without committing any crime . Even his wife didn't  believe in him . He got frustrated by thinking all these painful situations that he was ready to kill himself.

I think the best technique for memorizing is by assigning meaningfulness to things that are to be memorized.

Or in other words, relating things with a memorable story, simply, creating a story.
Do you remember yourself teaching us to memorize things easily. We had related words to a story and almost everyone in the class remembered at least 25 words among the total of 30. I still remember "Bhachyeko Haat". Haha!

Memory export Jim Kwik says that anything combined with emotion becomes a...

Sunlight reaches Earth's atmosphere and is scattered in all directions by all the gases and particles in the air. Blue light is scattered more than the other colors because it travels as shorter, smaller waves. This is why we see a blue sky most of the time.

the symbols used in the story are:

1. house and shops- it symbolizes Aksionov's family and material possessions
2. nightmare-it symbolizes a bad omen.
3. blood-stained knife- it indicates Aksionov's lack of control over his fate.
4. the prison- Aksionov's pain and subsequent mystical transformation are symbolized by the prison.
5. the book(the lives of the saints)- gives an impression of religiosity.